Stars, French and... Icebergs?

It's Tuesday 15th September...
And i'm sat in front of the best film EVER made...and i guess it sums up how i feel about romance. The Titanic has to be one of the most utterly beautiful, romantic films ever made.The way that 2 people that are destined to meet and do in the most difficult situation possible. They're worlds apart from each other, in status and because she is sooo completely unavailable that the idea alone is absurd! And yet, to me, thats what makes the whole idea soo romantic. That's what makes them soulmates, and as you will learn, the idea of soulmates means everything twice over to me.

I guess this is the perfect place to explain the whole point of the blogs....

... as you will have read in my initial blog, i have met the most amazing person in the whole world. He is charming and attractive. His touch makes me melt, you could quite literally get lost in those piercing blue eyes.He's witty and imaginative, creative... perfect! Had it not been for one flaw. He is taken... Ringing any bells? I guess the sole reason that i'm becoming gradually more infected by him is....

....urgh! Let me explain... Sometimes, just sometimes, you just know when you look at a person that maybe it's meant to be. Their eyes seem to dazzle, even in the darkest room. The stars seem to try and block out the black sky in their thousands.. and then you look at them, and your heart swells, and your knees go weak - but not with lust.. something in your soul tells you that it is more than that.. even amongst the flutters in your chest your mind still races with poetry, and Latin and French... Ohhhh French, the language of love.

And so i guess all of these dumbfounded, utterly INSANE, emotions arrived about a month ago, when i met HIM. I won't mention his name in case he ever stumbles across this, but in keeping with the theme of this particular blog, lets call him Jack - and also in keeping with the theme i'm going to end this for tonight, and go back to my heart swelling at my film...

Tomorrow you can expect to hear how i got to this point, including the man who shattered me in the first place, and how i managed to pull together my inner strength, and then finally how ive realised that it was all in vain because the beautiful stranger is beginning to pull me right back down again!

More to come tomorrow, Benj